What I Feel

When I wrote this, I was crying
The truth is I don't cry quite long time, maybe 3 month ago.


Now, I'm crying 
Why?
I'm listening I won't Give Up Covering Madilyn Bailey. Somehow this song really touch me (again)
Listening this song remind me of the time when I'm still fight for my relationship, that time I'm also listening this song from original singer, Jason Miraz. I did listening this song everytime I miss him, the old him. This song makes me strong, patient and still hold on of everything. Still fights of what I had for long time.
Altough in the end, I'm Give Up. I should give up because my strength not enough hold on everything.

I remember all that when listening this song that's why I'm crying
But no regret :)

This lines which are touched me :

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.