What I Lost and I Get In 2012

Today is the last day in 2012. I wanna looking back what really happened in 2012. I will make it short. Here we go...

I lost…

• Resign from real estate company who is owned BIG mall project. I was working there almost 8 months. The reason of resign was complete the essay and get a college degree.
• Someone that I really love and care about. He was my first of everything. He was love of my life almost 6 years. Everything not working so well so that I take big chances to let him go. Hard. But I’ve been through everything and just fine. Finally the drama was over. I’m so relieve and can put big smile to my face. Really BIG SMILE that comes from my deepest heart.

I get…

• Opportunities to be a model. LOL. Fashion show, Make up Contest and Magazine. Really happy and proud. Evidently I can walking, smiling and show off the brand that I represented in front of so many people.
• Finally finish my college and get education tittle back of my name. Anita Rachmania S.KM
• Learning how to brushed makeup tools. Make this opportunity to be my job. The job that I really love.
• Many friends from my old office, new office and cosmetic friends. They are really nice and love me. Accept me for the way I am.
• New job at communication company. Kind of job that I like. Good salary, not much but enough. Good environment, which is always push me to be a better person especially in working area. The work not much so that still give me lot of time to do other things such as blogging, chatting with friends, tweeting etc. LOL.
• Meet him. The one who was perfect diversion of my past.

Few things I should throw away and I keep for 2013

I should throw away…

• My high temper. Hihihi…
• One picture of him

I should keep

• My dignity looking for love. What I mean is always playing hard to get and never take a first move. For me, in love, man is the one who take a lead approaching. Not the woman. That is my principle. No matter how much I like someone.
• Some wisdom and lessons of everything happened in 2012. Patient, backed down, sincere and always believe that everything happens for a reason
• Respect and never hurt other woman

I won’t say resolutions but I will say TARGETS of 2013

• 50 kg
• Defeat my trauma and Re-learn driving a car
• Finish my project
• Take another make up course
• Taking off my braces
• More often blogging especially about make up and skin care

 You will never know that you are strong until being strong is the final option
 Good bye 2012. Welcome 2013 :))