If I Can Turn back The Time

Couple of day almost new year and yes It's been a long time I don't write anything into my blog. Short talk, my life going well and freakin good this year. I couldn't ask for more even I will always hoping and do more than good for next year. This blog post just recapping what really happened in 2013.

I start with family. Everything is fine. My family was blessed of God's love. For Sure. Thank you Allah for this lovely family. Even though my father should retired of his job this early year but it's okay because his forth children already have their own job. Which is we are not overburden his responsibility anymore. He can rest at home and enjoy his retirement happily. End of year my mother got sick. But it's okay, I mean we all still optimistic that she will be recovery soon. Amin.

Friends. There is nothing I can tell about my friendship. Everything is goooooood. I mean really good and there is nothing I should talk about. I keep my social life really fine and safe. There is no drama about my relationship with human being. What can I say? I am such a good person :p

Work. I have two jobs. As an administration of telecomunication provider and Make Up Artist. My office mates and boss really friendly. I love working there. Sometimes I bored of this job because so easy. Oh my! but sometimes I really grateful. Working hours start 07.30 am but I arrives at 08.00 am. My boss not complain about that. At all! How amazing is that? Starting my day with breakfast and browsing many things. Full internet services. The site I always open is youtube, for sure. Once again my Boss doesn't complain about it. All he knows is my duties done perfectly. No call from main office for revision my work, all is fine for him. Then my job as MUA. Once again I grateful of God's Love. After I finished work, my clients always send satisfied messages. That is all matter for me, happy clients.Happy clients will spread good review for all their families and friends which is will be my next clients.That is true, mouth to mouth promotion is the best ever promotion methode.

Love life. Oh my,, this section maybe will be the longest paragraph. Maybe. So many things happened but I better keep it just for myself. I'm just hoping he will be the last cause took years until I can be with him.

Back to the main topic of this blog post, If I can turn back the time, what would that be?. I'm not gonna lie, so many mistakes I did this year. Of course I wanna fixes it.

*deep breath* If I can turn back the time, I (maybe) would back to when I was at Jakarta.For one thing I did, my life turn upside down so fast. My families and best friends regreted what I did but deeply my heart I always wishing that thing happens in my life. Stupid decision consider everything good I ever had and I switched it for something that totally risky.

Like I said before, If I can turn back the time, maybe I would fix it. But the truth is I would not do that. Life is about choosing. Bad or good in the future. Life is mystery. I'm sure I can handle everything right. Otherwise, everything happen for a reason.

That's all I can say this time. I hope for the best for next year. Not just for me but all human being. Always grateful :)