Feeling Lost

Tuesday afternoon in my office, suddenly I wanna write something into my blog. Anything. Mostly of what I felt recently. Not like old time that I used always said "time flies so fast". I felt time flies so slow lately. I noticed this things about a month ago. Yeah,,, a month ago.

A month. Short time actually. Just 30 days. But I felt so long way to go. Sometimes I felt lost during that time. How could that be? I don't know. Maybe because I'm just following my routine life track. Daily life such as works, have a little chat with best friend, reading some novel and magazine, hangout, watching television, then go to sleep. Yeah! Not so special. My life got so bored and safe. That so I feeling lost.

Lost of what I wanna achieve in my life. Lost... Just Following my life like it should be. Following my life according my usual life track. Lost.. I was like living but no soul in there. But my days fulfill of smile too...

In a month, I learn to love again. Loving is something hard actually. Especially ever got painful so much inside deep heart. Yeah.. Hard! What is that so? You will know someday if you got the same pain like I ever felt. Hard to explain with words.

The truth is learn to love is the main cause why I felt time flies so slow. I hope time will flies so fast like I used to feel